X is a musician / music teacher
the day I met him
played for me the sheet music for piano playing known
intertwined with each other I recognized
all
least he finished I asked for that particular
knowing full well the answer did not even four hours and I knew him knew that sounded X
now I can not remember anything
if he were to not be able to listen
recognize it or recognize it among the last words
notes I told him was a kind of key to get out of the room
words he knew would cause something to happen
did not want but that needs to happen
neither side is good when something
but I'd rather just be that
is because that has so far been my role which he hopes
which includes
that is left is easier to
bereavement to be who pulls the trigger
but he did not love me enough to shoot and this
Once I was the bravest of the two
over and over again asking for more
another chapter another attempt
and Worst of all, I wanted
and worse that I wanted too much
enough
and twice
enough but you can not pay the other the love that you have left
I felt just being with
him while I felt that everything fits as many years I did not
a large glass of salt water can take away and give thirsty
while everyone seems to be quite clear that I am doing the right thing even
I most of the time but at one point
occurs every two or three or four days
where I want because I'm tearing remember everything I had so much time waiting I have always rational responses
not you have a bandage over the eyes of reason
are other eyes that I have very strong and thoroughly cover
could have kept hoping things were evolving slowly but moving
the problem is that just when he decided to get moving after the umpteenth
agony had my emergency lights and began to fire whistle had to decide
and decided to make concessions
until then had always hoped to be in the
soil 
